When browsing these sites itīs good to know that they are completely self-made, which means that everything that could be found from them, and sites themselves, are made by me.

 

Because of what am I doing, and to what Iīm concentrating on, is splitted so many different parts, the present end result (sites are under continuous developing proces) differs from that, what it might be if I was concentrating to develope only one or two sectors.

Due to the fact that I am making everything by myself; the photos are taken by me, photoshopworks are mine, graphics, buttons, animations, backgrounds are from my photoshop, short movies are shooted and edited by me, backround musics in videos are my deeds etc; the final results are bit less finished and polished as it was if I only had not everything to do.

 

Musicīs I have composed, arranged, played, recorded, and mixed by myself with ordinary instruments one by one with multitrack studio application. Only since May 2007 I have had a synthetisator.

If there are other musicians playing it is mentioned in a text. If there is in short movies borroved music or pictures it is mentioned as well in end credits. Minus couple of exceptions.

 

I consider these sites as some kind of personal achievement, because they are made with zero budget under hard and difficult circumstances with great amount of every-day-obstacles no help from outside. Only sources of information has been public libraries and internet forums.

Very often the duty of getting helpfull asnwer from internet takes as much time and energy as it takes to visit every library in town by bicycle and borrow all the books that deals with the subject and come back home and search the answers from them.

 

In internet forums, as in life in general, the questions are often answered by people with great lack of expertise, motivated only by need to get attention, and desire of arguing, which easily creates a situation where asking of one simple question leads to fruitles arguement that lasts couple of days and causes the death of original project where advice was needed.

Naturally you donīt belong to them and, because of you, it is possible to get appropriate advices too from net forums. One great thank of present state of these sites is adressed to those 0,2% of internet users that donīt feel like loosers if they are sharing a bit of their knowledge with other users and who have a capability to communicate with no need to spread insulting comments and seeds of arguement.

Another of thanks belongs to hard work, patience and capability to take insulting comments which are, according a darwinistic view of life, my own qualities and according a creatinistic view of life a gifts from God.

 

These sites are so far the only project in my whole life which has not met unbeateble obstacles. Who I should thank or blame of situation like that I can not/ I donīt want/dare/bother/have time/seem to be worth to answer.

But it was not right , if I did not mention that without finacial support from my parents, like rent guaranty for apartment, these sites would had never been published and art pieces included to them had never been created.

 

I got steady iternet connection in november 2004 and it could be said that it was the time when developing of these sites commenced.

I created these sites primarily to be a supporting material in the search of a job. Little by little they have got developed into the form where they answers to the questions that usually came to me in search of a job and were impossible to answer without very long explanations.

 

What do you do for living?

What is your profession?

What are you able to do?

Who do you think you are?

 

During years 2001-2003 I worked in 80 restaurant, and tried to get a steady job so that I could pay my bills and rent, and then concentrate to my art projects.

But not a one of them 80 restaurants did ask me to stay, none of them offered me a steady job. Quality of my work was in same level as these sites are, nothing super special joggling with the bottles or openenig champagne bottle with the sword, but appropriate steady quality working anyway.

During those few years in finnish economical life I learned that my working role is worth of nothing. Nowadays I stay alive by unemployment compensation and support of social security.

It makes me wonder, how skilled are all those employed people of the world if I am not good enough for assistant dishwasher

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